The land of nada

Considering the fact that time will eventually demolish the past one piece at a time or better say passing time is like a ticking bomb and when it comes to exploding you will wake up the next day utterly and completely emotionless towards most of the tragic events that have been turning your life into a living hell for thesee past few months or maybe years but it's still painful to having to anticipate that explosion like you have no more power or gut left in you to get through with it without screwing your self over and one individual might wonder that these so called precious periods of his/her phase that are stained with wrong decisions or people , passing will conclude to a painful traumatic life cause this individual have been promised a day that nothing will be important as it is now and I think this is indeed life's dirtiest trick to wait and wait for a worst experience comparing to  what we were having before.